What an insane night!

I've just got to remember something.
Something that somebody very special to me once said.
You must find humour in everything and anything.
And here's to you Ben:

I loved you. With my all.
And if my all isn't good enough for you then that's not my fault.
I may have fucked up. I may have been horrid to you.
But nothing. NOTHING i've ever done has even come close to what you've done to me tonight.
And that tells me that i'm not such a bad person afterall.
And I hope you remember that forever more.

Here's to the next chapter of my life.
No doubt it will be full of beautiful self destruction.
But hey!
That's me.