I've been curled up in a ball with my duvet over my head for a very long time. Sleep is something which even my chemicals can't provide me with. I dreamt of him. Even though we were somewhere in the future in an electronic self driving car, just being with him. The comfort. And the happiness. And the feeling of love. It haunts me. And I never, ever want to fall in love ever again. I don't ever want to feel this way again. I wish that I could just be like data and have my emotion chip removed from the top of my head. I just don't want to ever love again. It's all I can think about.
And now, I have to suck it up. And go to work. And i'm sorry to everyone who encounters me today, but i'm not gonna even try to do a good job of existing.
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