Wednesday, 30 December 2009

Another Day.

I'm hurting.
So, so much.
Everything is just getting on top of me and I want to go and jump off the pier.
My mom. She's said, two words to me today. And I know that she has family and she has guests and she's busy, but that's still just no reason to ignore me.
And. Well. My Aunty Devika. The one that always asks me how I am, wants to make sure that I'm OK. Well. Apparently, she's openly told the family how disgusting my weight is, and what white trailer trash I am with all my tattoos and piercings. I know how much of a whiney teenager I sound when I say this, but I just want to disappear off the face of this Earth. I hope to God that somebody blows up the plane on my way home. I just have nothing.
God i'm crying now

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