Dearest Benjamin,
The past few days, have been the most traumatic of my life. I don't say this to make you feel guilty. I say this because you are my best friend, and I share all of my feelings with you. To see you attached to those machines. Sat in the 'bad news room'. Holding your hand and talking to your lifeless body. Seeing you on the floor of you conservatory. These are images that are going to take a long time to get out of my head.
I owe my soul, and my undying thanks, to whomever answered my prayers and didn't take you away from me. And I promise, that I will live up to my end of the deal, and I will be here for you, always. I will take care of you until the day I die. I promise, that I will not judge, and I will always do my best to understand.
You are my soulmate. You are my best friend. You are my lover. And I hope that one day, you'll be my husband.
Now, I may not be too good at putting your socks on! But I promise you, i'm gonna take care of you. I am not Tara and you are not Tim. We are Kim and Ben. We are a new generation.
You and I against the world.
I love you with all of my heart. Every piece of my soul. Every fibre of my body.
I'm so glad you are safe.
Goodnight, my darling
xxx
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