It's not me. It's the E talking.

NO. I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU! STOP MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY! YOU ARE A FREAKIN' BLOG!!

Okay.
I am here to write about the fork in the road which I have faced. A transition in my life that I am fully aware of. A place that I suppose, in my naive mind, I never thought I'd be.
But here we are.
The death of a relationship.
The End.
And with it, dies all the memories, friendship, laughter, hatred and pain.
I hope, and I pray, that the lessons that I learned, will continue to live on through me throughout my life.
I think it really is time to file this chapter, and finally open up a brand new sparkling page.
For the good of everything.
But here I am. Ready. For my future.
The future that could never really start until I had shed the skin of my past.
My future (imminent), I am sure, could be easier. It could be simpler. And it probably could be a bit happier. But I have spent hours dwelling on this. Questioning my answers. Making sure this isn't the same old naive 16 year old speaking.
No.
I am ready. With my shield and my sword and my burning torch (yeah, I've got three arms). I am ready to go full throttle into the next chapter of my life.
My adolescence is finally going to bed for the last time.
I've loved. I've lost.
But what the future holds for me. With Benjamin. My hands itch with anticipation. My eyes sparkle with wonder and curiosity. And my heart.
My heart beats onwards.